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Wednesday, September 03, 2003

Raevyn's Journal

so the conversation went like this

my mother: do you ever wonder if you have bipolar or something? becaue you have a *biological sister* that does. actually, do you ever think about your biological mother. i mean you must. ever wonder who she is? or if its someone you know?

me: of course. sometimes. havent in a while. its usually a passing phase

mother: because it is you know, ... someone that you know. and she knows exactly who you are.


WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON?????????
My whole life, i've been in front of the woman that gave birth to me and i never knew it??? So confused. Feeling so betrayed. Somewhat lied to. and VERY angry. I wouldnt let her tell me who it is. Now i know i really dont think I'll ever want to know who this person is. For all i know, its a relative. My night just got worse then i could ever have imagined.
-- posted by Jason at 7:59 PM