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Thursday, September 25, 2003

The Dreamworld I escape to...: "it REALLY pisses me off that my mother gives me this bullshit guilt trip and tells me im such a bad and horrible daughter.
You know why she says this?
Because she asked me to take the half full trash bag out of my room.
And I didnt.
OH MY GOD NO.
She's ALWAYS done this.
I'm 21 years old.And yes, I still live in this house.
Then shes gonna tell me that I'm an unhelpful daughter just existing here or some shit?
Yeah. Uh-huh. So...who unpacked thigns wehnt he movers came. Who lifts things you cant at the grocery store. Who drives when you're too tired who takes out the trash.
I am SICK and fucking tired of getting SHIT from her about not fucking taking out my OWN TRASH.
It's in MY room. My room is the one place in this house I have control over. And yet she lords in on it and acts liek because she asked me tot ake out my trash its some kind of military order i ahve to jump to and because i ahvent done it the moemnt she asks that im never going to do it and i was supposed to ahve done it at lightening speed like it was an order.
ITS A GODDAMN BAG OF TRASH. WHY THE FUCK MUST YOU GIVE A SHIT?!
god leave me the fuck alone. stop micromanaging my goddamn LIFE!
I'm going to SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
And her telling me that she wants it done right now because of all the times hses asked me to do shit and shes woken up in the morning and it wasnt done? Gee, thanks for the vote of confidence.
Thanks for only rememberinf the 'bad' shit ive done as if im this piece of scum. thanks a fucking lot.
I could be so much worse.
i am NOT bad daughter jsut because i didnt take the trash bag out of my damn room!
*sobs*
FUCK YOU MOM!"